Refer to this post when feeling sad:
This whole, “not having a crush on anyone at the moment” thing is really working out nicely. My mind is free. Although, watching the bachelor does not help. Seeing how fun dates can be makes me want to go on an adventure. I just want to find someone to run through the rain with, to talk about life, hopes and dreams, make fun of our past-selves… But regardless, I am studying hard, focusing on my production, enjoying beautiful music, working every day, and dancing my arse off on the weekends. This life is not that bad. And my dad’s interview went really well. I’m lucky to have such an inspiration in my life. My only goal now is to get back on track with working out and eating small portions. The surgery bumped everything off the track :(