March 2012
72 posts
February 2012
96 posts
Its finally about time that I get all fixed up. I’m textbook. Since my life is drastically changing, why not start now with a few fixers?
Where am I?
Everything in the world (or my little chicago town) is whispering to me to move on, get out of here, there’s more in this world. I’m stuck between what I know and what I don’t. The situation of massive change is causing these blackouts in my brain where I loose sight of where I am, what I’m doing… how did I get here? Two hours ago I was in my apartment in the city,...
California here we come, californiaaaaaa, here we cooooooooooommmmeee! So excited for my family to start the next chapter of our lives in southern California! This will be quite interesting separating from my extended family that I grew up with, but it will be beyond an adventure. We only move forward from here.
I so badly need a psychologist. Not because I’m depressed or crazy, but because I don’t know how to not be a miserable workaholic. I pity myself on this way of living, yet I’m gaining so many life points. I really hope a lot of hard work pays off in the future, cause I’m dragging weights across the bottom of the ocean and it just turns into a never ending river. It’s...
Tattoo
I finally discovered a tattoo that would be good for me. It would be a quote from my favorite childhood book called “Chika Chika Boom Boom” and it would say “Skit skat skoodle doo flip flop flee, I’ll beat you to the top of the coconut tree”. Thinking about it, there are three meanings to me behind that quote. hmm… I like the sound of that. Now the question is...
iwishihadfriends
i miss hanging out with people on the weekdays. I thought moving to the city would mean that I wouldn’t be alone anymore. But I am still feeling incredibly and completely alone sitting in my empty apartment watching the breakfast club in my cosby sweater. The only thing missing is my dog. hmph.
I can't wait until they make Spring Awakening into...
Watching “Rent” almost every day for the past two years, and “Phantom of the Opera” every day for the year before that, is getting old. Anyone have a good movie suggestion that you can just watch over and over and over again and never get bored(?)
I work way too much. But then again, I say that it is a self motivation to get a college degree. Minimum wage is not enough for how hard I work.
Valentines Day: Gain 50 lbs.
Me and a cat became best friends today… Happy valentines day!
ramble
I can’t focus. I’m trying to do my homework, but the eyes read through a sentence and my mind wanders to the more important things in my life.
My film is eating me up. I’ve become obsessed. To the point where it’s all I think about. And I love it. That is what passion is. But this school work isn’t going to do itself. I only wish that I could hire someone to do this...
