December 2011
80 posts
I just found out that I am eligible to get food stamps. I am so excited!!! But is it weird that I am? hmm… well hey at least I get to eat :)
i need xanax. meow
Waiting for someone to happen. hmph. why is 2012 making me so nervous? I just don’t…. understand life at all.
Okay, I love my job and all, but I hate how I can’t sleep after working the night shift. I have dreams that I’m still at work, so I don’t really feel a sense of “Rest”. And today a demon child stole a dollar out of my tip jar.
Thats 1/4th of a sandwich bitch… Now I can’t eat because of you.
Well, okay I think I’m getting ahead of myself cause I...
I cannot wait to get out of this house.
I feel like tumblr has a way of answering all of my inner-battle questions. But it’s always contradictive. Are my trained actions what I want? Or only what I think I want? Should I settle for pleasure, or to work up some value? Does value even matter? I mean, I shop at thrift stores. It doesn’t matter that the clothes are worn and old, but what matters is the fact that I am able to...
God Damn, I Need a New Man
and I really just miss your face. :/
Please Please Please give me the energy to adapt this screenplay tomorrow. I’ve only been sleeping all day, working, and staring at a wall. What is my life?
Too much worry to function… 8 more days until I know the chances of my life taking a sharp turn. My hypochondria is kicking in, but the look of pity from the technician is stuck in my mind. I did too much internet research to bare...
Cross my heart, hope not to die, stick a needle in my neck.
And the worst part might be the anticipation of waiting for the results.
Life is full of scary moments.
A smile might as well be a bullet to the heart
Hypochondria
Sometimes people really just need help.
Laughing at serious issues only brings a person to the bottom of the bottomless pitt.
Poking on their buttons purposely only leads to hopes of dying.
People can look happy and normal on the outside
They can be dressed in classy clothing
They can be brought up in wonderful families
But no one will ever know what lies in the mind.
The last thing to do...
Spotlights
I am on the other side. My life is art. I am an artist. And i’ve realized, part of growing up is understanding that a large variety of goals, beliefs, and personalities exist in this world. Every individual strives for something different from you.
So when I see this banner on my dashboard saying “Work for a cause, not for applause”, I only laugh at its ignorance. We all live...
