January 2011
34 posts
my my my
Canon T2i and 50mm lens… please come to me soon! I miss having photoshop and a working camera. And time to do photo shoots. And I miss having an imagination. I need to surround myself with inspire-able nonsense that sparks my creative process. Just got a shit load of amahzing music, so that helps a little :D And my re-discovery of tony hawk pro skater 2 and Mario 64 on N64 definitely opened...
DEAR WORLD OF TUMBLR
In no way shape or form am I a poet.
I do not write poetry on this tumblr.
All I write is words.
If you read it as poetry-
Then it just looks like crappy poetry.
Thank you and goodnight.
So i want to cry….
Because I can’t sleep
Because I literally am nocturnal now.
And i’m hungry,
because my appetite has changed times.
This is kind of bad.
But lets see it in a positive light:
I have been meeting fellow nocturnal people
Which has been fun.
And now I have time to really watch a movie.
I wish i had someone to watch them with though.
I just watched...
Exhale
I am horrible at confrontation.
I’ts very difficult for me to be honest with people I don’t know very well.
Hell… It’s difficult for me to be honest with people period. I cannot tell a lie, but when I feel the word vomit creeping I put a lock on my lips.
Tonight I opened my mouth.
Akward phrases spewed out of control as I second guessed each spoken word. The last time...
Woooooooooorrrrrrrkkkinnnn like a true American.
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I am SO glad I don’t have to work tomorrow. I need a night out on the town. And a break. Tonight was absolutely crazy. I had to lie about having a serious boyfriend because drunk guys were asking me if i were single, and sober men were asking me on dates… ugh. It was so nerve-racking when my boss told me that I was being too-nice. It’s hard for me not to be too...
What... Just happened? I really, hate men. Ugh my...
They just think they can do anything. Well yeah, sometimes they can, and then everything is just blehhhhchhh and the world makes you want to puke. Just… What the fuck. Why is it always the guys I have absolutely no attraction or connection or anything at all to that go after me, and the ones I blush and giggle for run away from me. fuuuuuuuuuccckkkkkkkkkkkkkk ewwwwwwwwww I am so extremely...
Updates on life.
FINALLY saw “The Social Network” and I thought it was a very impressive movie. The story was so interesting. It perfectly documented the age we are living in now. I thought the colors were perfect, and I really loved the look of the RED camera. All of the actors did such a great job, for a while I forgot I was watching the hollywood reenactment of this story.
It took me four or more...
The last thing I want to be called is crazy, but your making my head go insane. I blush for you when you pull your suave moves. And I’m embarrassed of if you were to see these rosy cheeks burn red. When you called me on my birthday I became breathless. Now, maybe I shouldn’t have walked away from you because you were too much of a dream. The reality is that I have the ability to pursue...
I think i’ve finally figured out how to play the game. after all these years. But now sometimes me being myself gives the wrong impression. And i’ll still only fall into trouble. Things were never meant to be easy for me.
Raise your glass
If you are wrong, In all the right ways, All my underdogs, We will never be never be anything but loud And nitty gritty dirty little freaks Won’t you come on and come on and raise your glass, Just come on and come on and raise your glass
sab·o·tage
[sab-uh-tahzh, sab-uh-tahzh] Show IPAnoun, verb, -taged, -tag·ing.–noun1.any underhand interference with production, work, etc., in aplant, factory, etc., as by enemy agents during wartime orby employees during a trade dispute.2.any undermining of a cause.–verb (used with object)3.to injure or attack by sabotage.
slut
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“You have to be stubborn. You have to believe. You have to build up. Create an...”
– Derek Cianfrance on his independent film Blue Valentine (via)
A Fully Capable Mouth
Warning: Might be kinda gross.
When they took my tonsils out, they damaged a nerve on the left side of my mouth. The left side of my mouth is now numb and I have lost my sense of taste on that side. Today i accidently bit hard into my tongue, and i didn’t feel a thing. The only thing I felt was my teeth gnawing on something that was not a chicken tender. The blind senses in my tongue are...
boy, do i feel like a bucket of crap. i hate the dreams(nightmares) vikodin gives you. i hope to see something turn my day into sunshine, because i will definitely not be myself today.
