Strings and Ceiling Wax

The Bachelor

My dream is to work as a production assistant on The Bachelor. To watch this drama happen in real life, wooo, feeling would be even better than getting a rose. Man oh man. Such a ride. 

And I am a little upset that Emily is the bachelorette for next season. I find her completely boring and just way too sweet and southern for my likings. But then yet, I am absolutely glad Ben is the Bachelor. So it’s a win lose situation. I trust that the producers will make her season interesting… somehow. Yet I don’t understand her logic on how she can commit to this again after she complained so much about missing her kid. 

whycantthesepeoplefindloveinreallife… 

Can I please just ask you to stop it? Stop holding onto things that just aren’t right? I know what she’s feeling- and it’s a sad sight to see. So stop believing and just be free. Break away from the pains that make you ugly. Reach out your hands to the one that plays your life in slow motion. If you move too fast you’ll miss what is real. Deep breath in, slow breath out, take out the scissors and cut without a doubt. It’s ripping, ripping anyway- so catch yourself before you fall. Let it be, and scream, and go on with your day. You’re stretching this out way past a fray. Stay beautiful, boy- although you’ll never see me. But for your audience, please, set yourself free.

I love those real life moments when you lie there thinking, “now this is a movie that has never been done”.